MSN messenger displayed 24 online contacts at this hour.
hoping to double click on 1 of those whom i can talk to..
but none.
quite pathetic huh?
im not a very positive person, but neither am i that pessimistic.
currently not very hopeful of what lies ahead.
to b exact, i feel im losing the battling spirit.
afraid of being incapable, to hold onto things that may slip away anytime.
im losing patience easily these days. not towards the people around, but the very thing that im staring at now - the computer. it hangs somewhat slightly more often than usual. in fact it hasnt hang for months, yet it hang yesterday & just now. not over yet. my printer has been down for..a week? it failed me not once, not twice, not ... ahhh im losing count. many things are beyond control, but its ridiculous i cant even control a computer! feel bad to trouble ball, cus im not sure how long i have to trouble her with the notes-printing. probably ask my Personal IT Technician if hes willing to 英雄救美 when hes's free? yes,
i can always depend on him. enjoying this kind of reliance =)
last midterm next Tues. very uncertain about it. haii..got to find back my fighting spirit!
beautypOrk 
dearie wen
December 2008